50 for they
all saw him and were terrified. But immediately he spoke to them and said, “Take
heart; it is I. Do not be afraid.” 51 And he
got into the boat with them, and the wind ceased. And they were utterly
astounded, 52 for they did
not understand about the loaves, but their hearts were
hardened.
What causes a heart to be hardened? Seeing someone walking on the water in the
middle of the night would seem a good time to be afraid. However, the scripture records that their
fear in this situation is directly related to a hardened heart.
Jesus had been teaching to a great multitude of
people who grew hungry. The disciples
wanted to send them away to get food.
Jesus had them gather all the food present, 2 fish and 5 loaves. The food continued to multiply as they fed
5000 men with food left over. They had
witnessed and participated in a miracle. Somehow their hearts were hardened
instead of growing spiritually.
A miracle can produce faith or hardness of
heart. Jesus said it was an adulterous
and unbelieving generation that looks for a sign. A miracle by itself does not guarantee to
produce a believer. Why? Many of us hope that our unsaved relative
would finally accept Christ, if they saw a true miracle. (I believe miracles
happen today and believe that we are as in great a need for miracles as ever
before.)
Every miracle that we witness demands a response
of belief and gratitude or we open the door to becoming callous. Our first words should be to look for God in
the miracle. He can do all things and
deserves all credit. The magician in
Acts wanted to purchase this ability to do healings and miracles…it’s not for
sale.
Hardening of the heart spiritually starts with
doubt, unbelief and the desire to understand “know how”. Listen to the words that come out almost
immediately. “I can’t believe what just
happened. How did he do it? I can’t believe my eyes. Did it really happen? Was that person really hurting, sick, or in
that big of a need?” Questions like
these develop a callousness over our spiritual heart regarding spiritual
activity. The lack of believing
in miracles affects our entire spiritual walk.
So we have the disciples who were afraid on the
boat. Doubt leads to fear which reveals
our limitation in understanding spiritual matters. We want to think that we can understand
everything and be in control of every event through our knowledge. When we are out of control of any situation…fear
shows its ugly head. This lack of
control was the same emotion when they were told to feed the people. One of them had calculated how much money it
would take to feed the crowd…they did not have enough money. It was beyond their control or ability to
address the situation. Then Jesus
stepped in and showed God’s heart to intervene.
What life experiences are you facing that are
beyond your control to produce the desired outcome? Cancer, addictions, family break up, spouses
turning against each other, thoughts of suicide, or unforgiveness all are
overwhelming. Look for God. Look beyond you skills and abilities. He is able to be present in the middle of
your storm. Trust that He loves you and
is bringing about the most good in your life.
You may be the one in need of a miracle, you may also be the one to believe in a miracle. Let that belief grow into seeing God move in every area of your life.
Father,
it is so easy for our hearts to become callous toward your activity on the
earth. We may become jealous of others
blessings. Why does it seem like others receive
blessing and others are skipped over?
Father teach me to see when I am not responding properly. Let me see any area where fear of the unknown
future is hardening my heart to the known God who loves me in the present moment.
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